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campppp! [Jan. 12th, 2006|08:05 pm]
[mood | depressed]
[music |Rocket Summer]

ok well first off.....
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JON ANDREWS! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
and we are gonna have a fun birthday bash!


ok so anywhooo
sally and i and other such cool people
are going to camp
this weekend
and therefore,
we wont be here to fill ur life with joy
haha just kidding!

ok well
leave some love
ill miss u kiddos.
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whooo [Jan. 7th, 2006|01:43 pm]
[mood | blank]

ok so
jon and i
are having
a joint birthday
party and i am making
invitations soon so dont
worry they will be here! hurray
jons birthday is on the 13th by the
way so everyone get him somthing that
is not fattening because he cant eat it since
he has to wrestle and be a stud so we all like him.
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FIREWORKS [Jan. 4th, 2006|10:46 pm]
[mood | giddy]

so today
mr gower
showed a video
on fireworks
and i got super excited
and ive been happy
ever since
i cant wait
till the fourth of july
ghalskhdlashdlsa!!!!!!
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this looked fun [Jan. 2nd, 2006|03:45 pm]
[mood | energetic]
[music |rocket summer]

happy new years lovers

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
ha i made out with somone
and i drank for the first time

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions and will you make more for next year?
no i never keep them so i dont have one this year, didnt even think about it actually

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes yes

4. Did anyone close to you die?
no fools

5. What countries did you visit?
hmm actually none this year supprisingly.... wait wait.... ya none

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
good grades and maye a man that isnt a LOSER

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
shoot fool i dunno

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
hmm being myslef more

9. What was your biggest failure?
oh dang soooo many

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
hmm im sure i did

11. What was the best thing you bought?
hmm food probably haha

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
everyones! hurray

13. Whose behavior made you appalled?
cough gabe cough

14. Where did most of your money go?
food i think or movies.... 10 bucks what the heeeck?

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
a lot of things i guess. friends, weekends, dances!

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
marching bands of manhatten

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? im always broke... but as of now richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
everything i never take advantage of stuff

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
not studying cause now i have baaaad grades and tutors everyday!

21. Did you fall in love in 2005?
no fools

22. What was your favorite TV program?
oooh umm law and order and southpark and americas next top model andd OF COURSE OPRAH!

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nopeee i <3 everyone

24. What was the best book you read?
hmm the a-list book linz gave me or those jack higgens books

25. What was your greatest musical discovery of 2005?
death cab for cutie, and bright eyes i never listend to them before and lyke oh my gawd i love em!

26. What did you want and get?
i dont get it! whhhaaa?

27. What did you want and not get?
ohhh haha i get it now i wanted a freaking dog HOW HARD IS THAT?

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
hmm i dont remeber what i saw this year. as of now wet hot american summer.

29. What did you do on your birthday?
i got kid napped at like 5 am had to wear freaking ugly clothes got breakfast went to school the end. wooot woot. and i remeber it rained and i was like oh no not now!

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
if iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii did everything i said i would

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
ooo lala i dunno! hmm well im big on swim suits and i know it wasnt new but i love them

32. What kept you sane?
my friends i guess.

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
oprah haha tee hee

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
gaklhdalh that one with the lady who they unplugged her! and ra ra alrkalshslh! pissed me off

35. Who did you miss?
jewely kohere

36. Who was the best new person you met?
oh snap so many!

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
shoot i dont even remeber 2005
just be urself i guess and make the most of every situation

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
" another one bites the dust"

do this thang fools
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50 QUESTIONS! this looked fun :) [Dec. 29th, 2005|12:15 am]
[mood | blank]

1. What color is most reflective of you?
pink and brown i guess... they are my favorite

2. How did you get the idea for your profile name?
because i hate crying in front of people.

3. What time were you born?
no idea.

4. What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing?
that one song about the glove compartment by death cab... i wish that is

5. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
ha no

6. What color underwear are you wearing?
umm aww white with flowers!

7. Do you want a baby?
yes....eventually....4i believe.

8. What did you do this morning?
got family pictures taken.

9. Where do you work?
i dont

10. What ended your last relationship(s)?
umm either i wasnt ready, or they cheated on me, or i didnt put out so they left.

11. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?
76

12. What was the last concert you attended?
umm i dunno.

13. Who was with you?
umm i dunno.

14. What was the last movie you watched?
hahahahaha WET HOT AMERICAN SUMMER!

15. Who do you dislike at the moment?
umm....i cant think of anyone.

16. What food do you crave right now?
hmm i really want .... nothing really... im full.

17. Did you dream last night? noooo

18. What was the last TV show you watched?
im watching fear factor

19. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
a heart necklace i have

20. What is to the left of you?
my dinning room

21. What was the last thing you ate?
a cheesburger from in n out

22. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
oooo easy! thomas kocina

23. Write a song lyric that's in your head.
the glove compartment isnt accurately named
and everybody knows it.

24. Who last IMd you?
either sally or greg

25. Have you kissed or dated anyone on your friends list?
tee hee ya


26. Are you on any meds?
nope

27. What side of the bed do you sleep on?r
i wiggle when i sleep and toss and turn

28. What shirt are you wearing?
a freaking rad hat, troy soccer sweatshirt, jeans

30. What is your favorite frozen treat?
ICCE CREAMMMM (mint and chip that is)

31. How many tattoos/piercings do you have? ears peirced

32. What's your favorite store? i dunno.

33. Are you thirsty right now? a tid bit

34. Can you imagine yourself ever getting married? hell ya


35. Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss? jewely kohere.

36. What did you do last night?
i hung out with lindsey salas and stef and jon and kevan and kevin and stevy annnd who else? matt

37. Do you care what people think about you?
depends on my mood or who im with. but ya i guess.

38. Have you ever done something to investigate trouble?
what does this mean? like try to get in trouble? yes.

39. What song(s) do you think ex's listen to and think of you?
i dunno.

40. What song(s) do you listen to and think of ex's?
none really.

48. What is one thing you wish you were better at?
carrying a conversation and like being good at talking to people.
oh and spanish
and chem
and math

49. Do you like the person who posted this last? ya but i stole it from her so ull never know.

50. What is across the room from you?
um a wall.
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bye bye friends. [Dec. 21st, 2005|05:12 pm]
well... this morning i am leaving for vegas.

you guys aren't allowed to have to much fun without me by the way.

but merry chirstmas!! to everyone yaaay yaaay yaaay.... goodness im bored.

show some love people , show some love.
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baaaad moooovieeee [Dec. 14th, 2005|04:42 am]
[mood | angry]

Okay people. So Mike Erin and I saw the Ice Harvest. NEVER SEE IT. its sooo bad!!!!
I will explain it to you, so you understand how we wasted 10 dollars!

So there is this guy who steals 2 million dollars from his boss... lets call him good guy number 1... ok. So good guy #1 and good guy#2 (who are really actually bad guys) steal 2 million dollars from their boss.
Sooooo Then there is bad guy#1 in which no one gives background info on these people but anywho... badguy#1 is looking for good guys#1and2 and they are like omg omg i am scared he is gonna kill us! and so good guy#1 thinks that badguy#1 killed goodguy#2 because he finds a finger in the bar where goodguy#2 was supposed to meet him. So goodguy#1 goes to goodguy#2s house to kill bad guy#1 but when he gets there..... it turns out that goodguy#2 killed his own wife, and that he also managed to get badguy#1 into a metal box in his garage.
So good guys #1and2 take bad guy#1 who is now in a box... so we will call him box boy... and dead wife and put them in a car to take them and dump them in a freezing cold river. So while they are driving there box boy convinces goodguy#1 that his partener goodguy#2 is going to kill him so he can have all the money to himself and that he will just be dumped in the river with everyone else.
So blah blah they get to the river and the peir to dump the dead/boxed people off is really rickety and so goodguy#1 is smart and says he wants to push instead of pull goodguy#2 will fall if anything happens.
so while they are out there box boy gets out shoot goodguy#2 and the peir breaks... so goodguy#2 is like help me goodguy#1 i cant swim! and the moneys not in the care ull never get it without me!!! and goodguy#1 doesnt listen and so deadwife, boxboy, andgoodguy#2 all die in the river.
Then goodguy#1 realizes the money wasnt in the car!!! ahh oh no!
and then he gets a call from this one stripper/girlfriend of his who says "oh goodguy#1 i love you come over to this one bar im at and lets run away together" so he goes... and sees that shes tied up and she tells him his boss found out about the money and is gonna kill her and him, so goodguy#1 gets a shot gun and goes in to kill the boss but he misses.... and so boss puts a knife into goodguys foot and so hes stuck to the floor while the boss tries to kill the stripper/girlfriend....but amazingly goodguy kills boss... OH but before boss kills some random cop that walks in.. ok so...then stripper is getting a shower and goodguy is chillen and sees that she has the money! and so she comes out and while they are cuddling he SHOOOOOTS HER and then u see as she is dying she had a knife to kill him! duh duh duuuuh...
and so.... all this to say that goodguy#1 runs off with the money and his exwifes husband but on the way sees his bartender friend... gets hit by a trailer... and then the end.
so recap: goodguy#2 dies, boss dies, stripper dies, cop dies, wife dies, boxboy dies. the end. gay gay gay.
i just wanted to share thank you.
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HAPPY CLAPPY [Dec. 7th, 2005|06:24 am]
[mood | cheerful]

hey! hey! HEYYYYY!

ok people.
you know what sucks......
depression
SO EVERYONE PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE
AND MAKE THIS DARN WORLD A BETTER PLACE.

thank you and goodnight.
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2005|10:18 pm]
[mood | depressed]

school last week was pretty fun actually.

dodgeball was great.
i tired to get everyone to do the wave by running up and down screaming at people.... but it was a no go. haha it was embarrassing but fun.

We watched never been kissed in spanish. It was cute.

I went to the wrestiling match. It was pretty intense.... i have a lot more respect for wrestlers now. They work really hard.

I went out to dinner with johnny. Went to Red Robin... it was chill. And i let him drive my car.... haha it was fun. He floored it and my car only went like 55 or somthing. gay.

its wierd.
i suddenly dont know what im living for.
like i know... but im always depressed about somthing.
Im always in trouble
im always being nagged
i just want to be left alone once in a while, and when i finally am i cant stand it.
i guess its all part of growing up, but when u dont want to grow up its harder to understand.
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Happy Thanksgiving [Nov. 28th, 2005|05:08 am]
[mood | determined]

Here's the break down folks.

Wednesday: I came home from school and then i believe I went out with stef and linz and erin and jon and people and ate at taco bell. I had to go study for spanish an hour tho since my grades are so bad.

Thursday: THANKSGIVING! yummmm i ate sooo much! and some peeps from church came over.

Friday: I had a spanish tutor in the morning, and then i had my spanish video group over. it was fun. then the football game! WE SHOULD HAVE WON. but i had fun!!! and then in n out ;) i havnt eaten there in years!

Saturday: I had another spanish tutor come over in the morning, and then i did homework and slept and then babysat 3 kids from 3pm-8pm. 50 bucks! woot but i have to use the money to buy running shoes.... i lost mine and i need to get excersizing im gaining weight like criizzzaaazzzyyy.

Sunday: all i did was church and sleep.

Since my grades are so bad, im not allowed to use the internet on weekdays :(
And it stinks, i got sent a paphlet thing that there was a conference in washington dc where you could take some classes for college credit , and they sent it to me because of my "acedemic excellence" but you needed a B average to go and im not even close! and i REALLY wanted to take the course on forensic science :( i wish i didnt mess up so bad..... GAH! oh wellllz thats what i get.

mucho amor.
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2005|11:06 pm]
[mood | grateful]
[music |Death Cab for Cutie]

so Harry Potter.... was good.
not as good as i hoped.
front row sucks but yes i enjoyed it, i dont regret spending 10 dollars on it at least.
and i went with Jon Stef Mike and Nick. it was fun.
I felt bad tho because Erin couldnt get a ticket and i could. : /

So since my grades are soooo bad, im not allowed to be online on the weekdays, and im getting tutors like 4 days a week.
It sucks, i dont think people understand how much i hate tutors.... my last one never came back. she just left one day!

ahhh this weekend is relaxing, i just stayed home yeasterday and messed around with my sister and dad so that was fun. Its rare in my family to have everyone in a good mood at the same time and be able to get along. Probably cause my mom wasnt home, and since my dad is just like a little kid he doesnt make us clean or anything.
And i rented movies and watched them when i was home alone. I love watching movies when im home alone, its so quiet and no one tells you to pause so they can pee or turns on lights or makes popcorn really loud :) and plus i get to watch whatever i want, since no one else in my family approves of most movies that i like.
:) im thankful.... which is perfect timing!

gobble gobble.
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(no subject) [Nov. 18th, 2005|04:34 pm]
[mood | bouncy]

IM SEEING HARRY POTTER TONIGHT!

AHGALKSH! YES

ill tell u how it is :)
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oh hey i had a gay day. [Nov. 16th, 2005|03:20 pm]
[mood | annoyed]

TODAY SUCKED SO BAD!
i think this is the first time ive ever cried at high school.
hormones are a bitch.

I was taking a spanish quiz, that i studied for amazingly enough, and i knew everything. So i do my thang, and im chillin wondering what the heck is taking everyone else so long. Basically thinking. "Goodness Corinne you are a goddamned genious." So she tells us to turn them in and i flip it over so other unnammed people will not cheat, AND LOW AND BEHOLD there was a backside that i did not do! "oh dont worry" you say "its only one little quiz" But let me put it this way, IM ON ACADEMIC PROBATION! and i already have a D. GAH! so i go to talk to my maestra or what have you, and she runs off right as the bell rings, to go play with her little spanish teacher friends and watch a movie about La Camisa Negra! so i dont even get to talk to her about it.

So boo hoo hoo i get a tad pissed, tear up a little, and then woo woo history class. I love this class, but wtf i have a test! WHICH I STUDIED FOR. but apparently not all that well, because.... ouch yes it was hard. The essay was chill tho. BUT ANYWAYS i cried during that test. People probably thought i was an idiot getting all worked up, thinking "jeeze dumb dumb its not that hard" BUT MY HORMONES PEOPLE!

Ok ok math class, let me just say.... math is not my thing. I thought i did really well on this little quiz we had yeasterday. but u know i got a D on it. but thank God she let us make up points. so it didnt add to my grade happy day.


But then, THEN my friends..... Eric the mighty Hantachasrlakhflaksdh saved the day. and he made me happy. :) hurrrayyyy.
the rest of the day was just blahish. but u know. having James, eric, and shorty arguing about Doda pretty much cheers u right on dandy up.

and of course english. We are watching the Crucible. and oh my gosh it was SADDDDDD. i CRIED! IM AN EMOTIONAL MOVIE WATCHER. but ooooh my heart.

ya so u know, normal teen issues but it still sucks.
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2005|11:34 pm]
ok my weekend. woot.

so ya not important.

forget it
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i love this song. [Nov. 7th, 2005|08:45 pm]
[mood | cheerful]

I'll hold you down,
Kisses so hot,
I'll take your breath away.
Wipe away your tears,
And close your eyes love.



gah. i . love. that. song.


i need a man dude.

haha not.
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mmmm [Nov. 5th, 2005|12:21 pm]
[mood | refreshed]
[music |scary music from a movie]

Okay so i was excited for a super fun weekend, but i think super restful is more like it.

i came home friday, watched a little tv, decided to take a nap and woke up this morning at like 9 somthing..... I SLEPT FOR 17 HOURS.

dang.

so this morning i watched tv.... did yard work.... and i have a soccer game and homework later. but i feel nice and happy and rested.

i think i convinced my mommy to get a puppy.... FINALLY i have asked every day of my life since i was... oh i dont know 4?

woo hooooooo.
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2005|09:02 pm]
[mood | calm]
[music |woo woo]

ok so i made a photobucket and spent seriously like an hour trying to get pictures to show up on this darn livejournal so jon andrews will be satisfied..... BUT IT WONT WORK. GAHHHHHLKAHLAKDHALSKHD;LSKHD;ALKHSLDKH;ALSKDH;LASKHD

but yes so anyways. witch trials are fun. i get to accuse people, so watch out im watching you. 2 of my peeps were already convicted! i know im good. and andrew is the best judge ever. hes funny. and woot woot so is jason oh.

ya i cant wait until freaking tomorrow. this weekend is gonna be fun i can feel it. ill make sure of it.

i got asked to be on a spring select soccer team! ahhhh im so excited. that means i can eat whatever i want without getting fat! YES.

ok well the OC is on dudes.
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"the izzles" [Nov. 1st, 2005|03:24 pm]
sunday was thomas's little birthday dinner.
it was fuuuuun!
lots of yummy pizza, and pizookies and andrews annoying singing.
haha andddd yes it was fun. i love my friends.


ahh halloween. what fun.
i stayed home sickly. poo cause i wanted to have a fun dress up day.
But i went out trick-or-treatin'.
we went to erins and then ran over to becca shanfields
becca was an m&m yum.
stef erin and linz were SEXY hula ladies.
shannon was a pirate ;)
james was scorpion from mortal combat
matt was.... i forget but its matt so somthin wierd.
jon was a thai warrior
kevin was an m&m
chance was a wrestler
and i was pregnant. woo hoo
other people were there too but u know forget them

so ya i just walked around with them.
and i was fat and these boys thought it was real.
and james wanted to mortal combat my baby.
fuuuuun.

look at stefs livejournal on and off i think shes putting pics up.
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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2005|12:46 am]
[mood | awake]

so i hung out with stef jon mike kevin shorty james josh forrest chance jeremy dang i dont know who else. but anywhoooo met some really funny black guy. hung with stefs friends and ya we hung at taco bell. had an emotional out burst with the dry eyes stuff. yaaaa i love stef soooo much. stole cds from towers. hanging with the guys is fun.


AND FOR SATURDAY

ok i hate admitting im wrong but i will.

i thought tonight would suck BUT NO!

i had soo much fun.

we won our soccer game!!!
but i pulled a groin muscle

sally picked me up later and we went to Saw 2 with yoni anish thomas and eric henderson or w.e
IT WAS SO GROSS.
i was gonna barf
i think it was mainly because the girls next to me smelled like barf though. seriously my nose is afraid to breathe still.

but woo hoo i had a dance of with some guy in the car next to us on the freeway. i think its safe to say i won. haha i love it.
i love sally.


HAHAHAHAAH OH MY GOSH my sister just walked in from a rave.... in the most embarrassing outfit i have ever seen in my life.
but playa whateve.
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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2005|12:06 pm]
[mood | aggravated]

don't get me wrong,
i love them
they just want whats best,
but when they tell me to grow up
and i try
they hold me back,

they say they trust me,
but they dont want me hurt
so basically they dont trust me
i swear i can make good choices,
somtimes i just like to learn the hard way.

crime?
life.
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